It happened again.
A whole month passed again.
Oh my goodness, I don't know where it went...but it certainly has gone!
I feel like I am super duper busy right now.
(I hate using that as an excuse)
Don't you feel like time sometimes goes by so fast, but yet it feels like it is dragging?
Yes, I know that doesn't make sense but that you all know what I mean!
I have been quite disheartened these past couple of months.
As you know, I am trying to get to America to work and live.
This has been a long process, like really long.
Over a year and a half has passed since we started working on it.
So I am ready to be there now.
It consumes all my thoughts, day and night.
I long for the day that I am worshipping in the Church where my heart is.
But I know that the Lord is working in me at this time.
He is teaching me so much.
Today a certain story in the Bible was brought to my attention.
Remember Lazarus? Jesus was called to heal him when he was sick. He didn't come then.
He didn't even make it back in time for the dead body to be prepared. He came in after Lazarus died.
Timing. The Lord has is it down.
He knows the perfect time for everything.
I know this, so why do I doubt?
Why do I question it all?
Thinking about Lazarus reminds me that He is in control and will come in HIS time.
I believe that the Lord has called me to go and work in California, and if this is His will then He will get me there. I take great comfort in this.
There is no one else I would rather put my trust in.
He provides for us in every way.
His timing is so much better than mine.
I don't always remember this though.
So please pray for me.
